3 months down, 3-6 months to go

I have been "officially" waiting for 3 months now. Of course, I started the process way back in September. Since September, my expected wait time has increased. Originally I was looking at a referral in May-July. Now, I'm looking at a referral June-September. And, of course things could change tomorrow. You just never know. I hoping for a referral in September with travel in December. All indicators at this moment point to that time frame. Yes, it's difficult to wait. No, I'm not getting any younger. But, in some respects the waiting is good for me. It gives me time to read and learn about Ethiopia and its culture, about transracial adoption and racism, save lots of $$$ and save up on my PTO time for my family LOA. I have been saving money like crazy. Too much so. I'm neglecting myself. It's time to have a massage, get a pedicure, and buy just a few new clothes. I need to remember to keep that balance in my life. I won't be a good mom if I don't take care of myself. Especially, considering, I'm going to be a single mom. I'm sure, at first, I won't even want to go to sleep at night, just for want of watching her (or him). I'm going to need to learn to rely on other people on occasion. Speaking of, it's time to get outside and get some activity in. Isn't spring great?!